my one, my only, my tru love...
i have a tummy ache. in other news, i am not applying to any other colleges. yep, that's right--just the two uc's. why you ask? because i am going into ED recovery. i haven't decided residential or day program yet, but i know it while take a while, and i'm not ready to commit to going away to a top school on the east coast until i am completely well, and have been for at least a little while. so it looks like santa cruz next year, so i can come home on the weekends and see pariseau, and so i can see my same therapist who is only 20 min from santa cruz (in los gatos.) that way i can also come home and rest on the weekends if i need to. its been a really hard choice to make, with a lot of pressure from myself and my parents. but i can transfer if i get well, to wherever i want. this isn't the be all and end all college decision. its so hard to just let myself except an okay school in favor of my health, but i need to do it.
well, wish me luck in all of my recovery endeavors!
love,
billy <3 <3 <3