Billy my love
wow, I had no Idea that you were so far along in deciding that. But I fully support it, i think that you are making a good choice that will benifit you frever...santa cruz is a great school, be thankful that you can even go there. I love you am busy out of my mind, I don't sleep and when I do only for 4 hours...I guess thats what you get, it really is important that we take care of our selves even though it is hard....I admire you for taking this super hard step. rock on sister...I will be home in 6 days...
xoxoox

love tru

my one, my only, my tru love...
i have a tummy ache. in other news, i am not applying to any other colleges. yep, that's right--just the two uc's. why you ask? because i am going into ED recovery. i haven't decided residential or day program yet, but i know it while take a while, and i'm not ready to commit to going away to a top school on the east coast until i am completely well, and have been for at least a little while. so it looks like santa cruz next year, so i can come home on the weekends and see pariseau, and so i can see my same therapist who is only 20 min from santa cruz (in los gatos.) that way i can also come home and rest on the weekends if i need to. its been a really hard choice to make, with a lot of pressure from myself and my parents. but i can transfer if i get well, to wherever i want. this isn't the be all and end all college decision. its so hard to just let myself except an okay school in favor of my health, but i need to do it.
well, wish me luck in all of my recovery endeavors!
love,
billy <3 <3 <3